still writing

Still Writing is Dani Shapiro‘s most recent book, a book she described at AWP as a “love letter to her tribe,” a book I might have bought just for its cover, a book that’s part inspiration, part memoir, part meditation, part craft. still writingBut to me, what it is more than anything is an affirmation. It’s saying yes to this writing life.

Dani writes,

It is impossible to spend your days writing and not begin to know your own mind.

Writing is just about the only thing that’s ever allowed me more than a passing moment with what was going on inside me. Apparently I did a heck of a job locking all that up, probably starting way back in third grade. Which is why writing does not come easily to me. In fact, it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done.

IMG_5087From Beginnings, a beautiful description of writing:

So what is it about writing that makes it–for some of us–as necessary as breathing? It is in the thousands of days of trying, failing, sitting, thinking, resisting, dreaming, raveling, unraveling that we are at our most engaged, alert, and alive. Time slips away. The body becomes irrelevant. We are as close to consciousness itself as we will ever be. This begins in the darkness. Beneath the frozen ground, buried deep below anything we can see, something may be taking root. Stay there, if you can. Don’t resist. Don’t force it, but don’t run away. Endure… This is the best part.

IMG_5089From Middles, a new way to think about words you find yourself repeating:

Repeated words. Familiar phrases. Consider them clues. When you discover them, slow down. In fact, stop. Become willing to press against the bruise–it’s there anyway–and see what it yields.

IMG_5091From Ends, a description of how I feel when life keeps me from writing for too long, a feeling that is intensified if I am in the middle of a project:

But the only remedy–the only cure–for the writer is writing. It isn’t about the project, it’s about the practice… Most of us can’t tolerate extended breaks. We are reminded how lousy, how out of touch we feel when we’re away from the page.

I read this book a while back but am just now finding/making the time to write about it here. I made notes. Thank heavens. And these bits below I wrote under Someone out there like me : )

We spend our days searching for the perfect turn of phrase. And we consider this a good time… Who else would need the silence, the uninterrupted stretches of time, the special mug, the favorite pen? We ponder each word, aim high, strive for both music and meaning. We know that one is nothing without the other.

Doesn’t it always happen that as soon as you’ve sent it, suddenly you notice something you want to change? … [Now you’re] rereading your work as the person to whom you’ve just sent it.

It’s the middle of the day and I have barely stepped outside except to pick up a couple of envelopes of books and manuscripts that FedEx left on the porch. I have spoken to no one since seven o’clock this morning. I’m wearing the ratty T-shirt I slept in last night… These solitary days are my lifeline. They are the lifeline of every writer I know. We hold on to our solitude, fiercely protect these empty days.

Still writing? Yes.

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23 thoughts on “still writing

  1. I adore this book, and am looking forward to rereading it over and over again throughout my writing life. Those solitary days when you spend hours (if you’re lucky!) in a daze, when you forget to eat or go to the bathroom, when your coffee grows cold in the mug, when you finally pause and realize the color of the clouds has changed since you last looked.

    My kids are young, and I don’t have much time, but the hours I do have to write, I absolutely treasure.

    And I love reading about my kindred spirit writers. Thanks for this post.


  2. ….ah, yes…”the perfect turn of phrase.” Can no longer imagine life not appreciating when I read one, or continuously trying to write one. This sounds great, Cynthia. Looking forward to another “day spent.” 😀


      • Actually, another early morning for me, which I’m falling in love with, as I knew I would. This night owl is becoming an early bird, only I’m still a moonlighting owl. Gotta get that part down pat, but I keep working at it! After a very stressful day yesterday (got petrified boyfriend to the dentist, then actually pressed the “send button” on four queries I’ve been working on), I’m looking forward to a productive but much less stressful day today 🙂

        It’s a rainy day here, so it sets the stage for the kind of day I want to have. And I can’t remember if I ever shared this link here before, but I MUST share it now, especially since I’ve found it to be wonderfully conducive to writing:

        I hope you (all) have an enjoyable, productive day, too 🙂


  3. Just when I began to write again, a wedding. My middle son’s. This Saturday! So I’m dashing around instead of “searching for the perfect turn of phrase.” But as soon as my guests fly and drive home, I intend to move back into my writing space “to press against the bruise.” And I can’t wait.

    Now I’m off to order Dani’s book. I love this post.


    • Yes, my best days! And yes to Black & White. I’ve read everything Dani has written. I love the way she writes. My favorite of her novels is Family History.


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